Saturday, September 11, 2021
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My ride or die. But now… you are gone. This journey of mine will be a lonely one babygirl. I miss you every single day. I miss making fun of your country music. I miss making you laugh until you spit your drink out. I miss comforting your sadness. I miss defending you against your jerk of a Dad. I miss taking you into my home when your family kicked you out. I miss giving you clothes when you would show up at my door crying. I miss your cute laugh. I miss those BIG EYES of yours(: All of your love never went unnoticed. You were my lil meatball. My little party animal. My sweet sweet Ashley. You used to hold my hand when I’d cry… you used to threaten to beat up whoever made me wanna break down. I miss my lil Rottweiler. You could be so sweet. But at the drop of a hat, you’d defend each person you loved with all of your might. You were viscous yet so kind hearted and warm. I miss your sense of humor. I miss your little chipped finger nails. I miss having someone to run to. Ashley, I remember every SINGLE detail about you. You are and always will be my bad chick. And by the way I know you will never get to read this because you’re gone now but I never got to tell you… no man ever deserved you. You were always too good for them. I will love you until the day I die. And I just hope that in our next life together we will be as close as we were in this one. I’m so sorry I couldn’t protect you that night. I’m so sorry that I wasn’t there. I beat myself up every day about it. Love you dude. I hope you’re at peace my babygirl. My sister. You will always be that angel and that devil on my shoulder haha. I hope that whoever is responsible for your death gets what’s coming to them. I say that because I know that is definitely what you would say.
